I close my eyes
I'm waiting for you to turn your back and leave
Leaving me alone
Completely naked in my vulnerability
Vulnerability habitually freezes in anticipation of vulnerability
I let you look at me
However, I myself is not able to withstand your gaze
You and me were once taught
That this is so vulgar
Take off your last shame
And show the inside of your soul
You can't stand it and tell me "Stop!
I love the one in you that I know
Why unnecessary complications?
So I'll turn my back and you get dressed quickly
And we'll both pretend that nothing happened.
"Drove" - I respond coldly
I dressing one by one
Shame ... Pain ... Fear ... Own insignificance
Wrap myself in a blanket of devaluation
You straighten my hair, stroke my cheek
And you invite me to smile.