Yes, I went to the bar! And where else can a 25-year-old suffering girl go))) lol
We met at a bar. I honed my skill at flirting with men. He asked "who are you?" And I answered "angel."
We went to the sea at night. He was there when I needed to. And then we got married ... It was something wonderful !!! Honeymoon, joy of the first year, and then - daughter, diapers, everyday life, work and vanity.
He said more than once: "Give daughter to her grandmother, and we are together for a week at sea!"
"I'm not ready, my daughter is very small, I have clients, I have no money yet ..." - I said.
And one morning he was gone ...
We had a falling out the day before. He asked for this vacation together, but I could not. I was angry that he did not understand, that I could not. And in the morning he crashed (got into an accident).
Since then, I have not been waiting for the right moment.
I do not wait for the right moments to spend time with my loved ones. I find time to eat ice cream together with my daughter or parents, to spend time with my best friend ... That night I realized how important it is to be with those whom you love and cherish so much. Not to be present, but to BE! Spending time, laughing together, creating something, enjoying life !!!! How important it is to live the way I like it!
I sincerely cannot understand: what must be a sufficiently serious reason not to be where you feel good? Or not to be with someone with whom you feel good? In the end, there will always be work and money must always be earned, but our life is one, you know?
There is no need to wait for the right moment, it may not come.
There is only one moment to be happy - now.
I'm waiting for you...