love but at that time i ws in pretty good shape so i could still give a pretty good life to the right woman, and since then ive been in the hsitl so many time, s and wasnt told the trith how bad mylungs has been all this tim,e now they say my lungs wont work much longer at all, nobody but GOD knows exactly how long we have in this world, but i always tried hard not to give anyone on here false hopes, so what i was told thats what i went by all these yrs,so i wan allof you to know ive never had alot o money so i never tried to buy a lover, i dont believe in it at all but i also dont believe indicebt and i dont think any one that has good home there should take as chance coming here and maybe being happy or just lose all they have, i would nevre want anyone who has a good home to come here and take a chance on me espcially when i just gotthe news i got from a lung speicalist,