What is the use of money if you do not have love for people, sympathy for someone else's misfortune, if you do not know how and do not want to be truly friends? What is the use of a cool car, a mansion in a prestigious area with a warm pool and peacocks on the terrace, if you have remained a stupid, artless, narrow-minded person?
No need to chase the luxury of the situation, external brilliance, it is better to focus on expanding your horizons, developing your positive qualities, willpower, acquiring real friends, on being, not seeming. And then, over time, everything else will come: material well-being, independence from circumstances, and the ability to stand up for yourself.

Of course, my thoughts are somewhat chaotic, but I am still at a crossroads, although it seems to me that I have already chosen the most correct direction for myself - to develop my mind and positive qualities of character, and then the rest will follow!