Kristina my love I can only hope to you soon. I feel the heart ache of not being able to hold your hand or help raise your child. I am in love and feeling only gets stronger as I read your letters.
I have a poem for you!

From high about I see the stars I only can think of your heart. Your sould is hopefully my mate. With you being so far away I long for us to be together. We can only dream of the days to come. The future we both want as we dream each every day. In the moment are not able to hold each others hands. But soon I can see the loving and warm in brace when our hearts will finally meet.
I only dream of you every night and some time I feel you laying next to me to only wake up to find you not near me. I read your letters to try to be close it seems to help but not all day. I wish to be with me every day to be a family and to feel the love of a family that can only feel. Is sad and lonely as I do not see in person, but I sure that one day will be the happyiest day when we meet in real life face to face. I can not express all my feeling here on this site. Most of them would have to be when I am in your sight. When we look into each others eyes we will no that our love exist and we feel the butter flies in our stomachs re assuring it is all true.
I just want you to understand that we will be together one day with our feet in the sand touching, holding, hugging, kissing, showing the passion between three as we become a family. I will show you my world and be more than happy to have you in it. You are the only one that wanted me in yours. Others have hurt me by words and actions. They want to travel saying the love me but I know the truth.
You are the only one to tell me the truth. So honest and so trusting with each of your heart beats. I can only wait to feel what I really mean to you as also you mean to me.
Be safe my darling and one day it will be. Us all three as family and team. You are my soul mate and love at first site. You have the only one that can give me what I want and I will dedicate my life to thee to give you every thing you want. MY LOVE TO YOU IS TRUE!