I fell in love for the first time when I was in college. There was a nice guy, he studied a couple of courses older. He looked after me as best he could, I became very attached to him in a short period of time. I depended on this man thinking that I love him. In the meantime, he began to address me as a thing, I want it or not. I'm needed here, but don't bother me. I began to think very strongly about what was happening to me, something was wrong, that I was somehow not like that.
But watching the relationship of my acquaintances and friends. I realized that it’s not about me and if I don’t end this relationship now, it will only get worse for me! This is how my not very successful relationship with the person whom I fell in love developed!

But I am grateful to fate that she gave me such a lesson, it was difficult, but I coped with it!
Tell me what you think about my situation?
Can you tell me about your first relationship?