Ambitions:

Throughout my teenage life I was always afraid of failure, afraid of not being as good as I should be. Independently alone since the age of sixteen, my parents said Son, you are old enough to know right from wrong. I don't ever remember going through puberty. I was a teenager one day and a grown man the next. I answered to no one, not even my Parents. I was to some, a grown man in a young boys body. My brain was fully developed but yet, I still feared failure. I looked and played the part of a cool dude much like the FONZ on happy days. I wore a leather jacket over a white tee, with spiked hair, even wore Engineer boots with the belt buckle across the shank. Yes, I owned a motorcycle and a car and women in my life were never a problem until marriage. Gee, how can a human being suddenly change so drastically over night. One day they love you, next day they own you. And then once you sign that piece of paper called a marriage license, it's all over, you owe your Butt does not belong to you anymore. They make sure they lay the law down that they are more than man because the Law stands on their side. And you women think you have it bad in the Ukraine. Here in the United States, men should be a protected Species like bald Eagles or something like that. Abused, yes, men are mentally abused in many ways and the courts allow it. Once a mans signature goes on that Marriage license, he is owned much as a slave to a woman's delight. We are sex slaves to a system of injustice known to many as Marriage.

I learned a lesson the hard way and I figured it is past time to be with a woman other than a controlling freak. So many take the easy way out of marriage by claiming they are Bipolar and receives half of what the man is worth in holdings whether there are children or not, it's the Laws of injustice that prevails. Men walk on very thin ice afterwards and many leave this Country for this reason. As for myself, it doesn't matter if I move and live in another Country because I doubt if the Laws of Injustice will ever change anytime soon. My ambition was to be like Elvis. Performed on the same stages where Elvis once performed. I am a musical entertainer, a musician, a music Artist and my job follows me anywhere I want to call home. The genre of music that I perform is well liked and appreciated in many Countries. Except, I would never think of setting down roots in a Country that is on shaky grounds with an unstable Government and barbaric antiquated laws. Well, you understand what I mean by that. I love Freedom, a Freedom to live life the way God meant life to be lived. What happened to my Ambitions, well, to make a long story short, I got Married and if you would know me you would know that Family is always my first Priority and divorce was never an option until I met Ms. Control Freak, my ex wife who zapped all my ambitions away. Now, that I am single again, I am slowly but surely getting my life back to normalcy. It takes awhile to get up and start over again, to learn to Trust again.

With Sincerity,
James