I'm not sure where to start this blog because I'm not sure where my relationship, with a beautiful Ukrainian girl. I have been communicating with a very special girl for over a year now and I'm not sure where I stand. From my side, I am in love with this girl as much as it is possible to love someone you know only by words. No, we have not met in real life. I offered to visit her but she told me that she wanted to come to me. I realized that her coming to me made more sense because she could learn the area where and how we will live.

I purchased her personal information from the site 6 or 7 months ago. When it was approved it contained only her name and a google email address. After a few more months I gave her my phone number and asked for her phone number. She did not respond to my request and over the next few months I repeated the request but still no reply. All this time her letters told of her love for me and how she wished to be with me. Because of this, I made a request for her phone number and told her that I wanted to talk with her and to hear her voice. Her reply was, "I have no wish to speak by phone." This came as a shock to me and a few weeks later she was telling me that she's my woman and I let the phone thing go. We have had only a few chat sessions and the chat was so slow I have had to wait 4 or 5 minutes for a reply to the question, "how are you?" I think that it is very unfair of the site to charge so much for chat when most of that time is spend waiting for a reply because the site is slow.

I began to think that it may not be the site that is slow and perhaps I was one of many that were in that chat with her. I think what I'm trying to say is I feel as if I have been played the fool. Am I wrong? I don't know. I wanted so much to believe that this was my other half that I may have been blind.

All I am looking for is the love of a good woman. Is that really to much to ask?