Good morning
In everyday life it's hard to do everything we want to and then we go home. Home is a place we want to be, the place that we share our day with the one person that truly understand us. It's hard coming home and all we have are pictures and letters. For some of us that's enough but for the rest of us it weighs heavy on our heart and soul.
It's become hard to write letters here, not knowing if that person will be here tomorrow. I've lost a few good friends these past couple of months and it's been hard. Silence is never the answer to the fear of heart ache and yes I admit that is my biggest fear. Never being able to hear you laugh never seeing your eyes light up when I sneak a kiss. It's the little things in life that make you want to be at home. There is a very special girl here that I need in my life (forever) and the fear that she will soon disappear is overwhelming and I don't know what to do or say, I am lost...
Regretting the silence.