I THINK IT'S A PAINFUL EXPERINCE LIVING ALONE IN A WORLD FULL OF LOVE AND PEOPLE LOOKING FOR HAPPEYNESS & ROMANCE BUT IN A GLOBE BIG AND FRIGHTNING AND ISLOTATED IN PLACES ME I FIT IN AS BIEING SET APART BLESSEED FOR HAVEING BEEN BORN A AMERICAN IN A TIME WHEN EVERYTHING IS TAKEN FOR GRANTED AND WANTING EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW I SERVED IN THE ARMY HOPING MY FIRST WIFE WOULD LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM NOT WHAT I GOT BUT PAINFULLEY I FOUND OUT WE BECAME DIVORCED A FEW YEARS LATER I LOVE ALL OF THE LETTER'S I RECIVE ON FIND A BRIDE I CRY MY EYE'S OUT WANTING TO RESPOND WITH PASSINATE LOVE BUT ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY TO MY GOD THAT HE KNOW'S WHATS BEST AND CONTUNIUE ON I WANT TO BE WITH ALL OF YOU AND EMPTEY MY HART OUT AND MAKE LOVE WITH YOU I DREAM OF SLEEPING NEXT TO YOU AT NIGHT AND CARASSING YOU WHEN I WAKE LIKE PART OF ME AND AS ONE UNIT WE WAKE WITH A EMBRACE OF UNITEY AND OF THE HOLEY SPERIT HAVING BECOME ONE IN THE MARRIGE BED WE CAN HAVE COVENET WITH ALIMIGHTEY GOD AND KNOW WE ARE SOULMATES WITH HOPE AND UNDERSTAND LOVE CHARLIEBROWN ...