her first letter to me was on may 8th she asked if i herd of victory day, to be honest i didnt know anything about it or any other celebration or holidays of other areas of the world,as time goes by i was dealing with family and personal issues. ive read every one of her letters and told me what she was doing and asking me what i think about her days and activities an if one day id like to join her in a hot air balloon for a date. might as well say it took me 8 months to finally respond and since then i wish i wouldve talked to her before. as it said if you live your life looking through the rear view mirror, youll never see whats in front of you. i took time to read all her emails, so when she said jokingly when was the last time you changed your pictures a million yrs ago, she asked me if i would watch horror movies with her, those are my favorite as i started my letter i said music to my ears. i let her know about my favorite as she guessed it from my new pix, let alone figured out when the pix change im not far behind to write her. i opened up to her within a few letters let alone she knew what kind of blade i have at the head of my bed an told her everything that was going on in my family as well what im dealing with. it sux that i cant renew my membership an get credits when i desire but thats life at the present time cause id love to be there at the end of the month to see her on her birthday and ask her the 2 biggest questions that are burning in my mind,since i cant at the current time, if god is willing to grant me this one wish so i can ask her in the only way that is available to us then ill wait till her special holiday that we both want to have in our lives. everyday my thoughts of her pull at my heart longing for our union to start
with that said im gonna get and hope that when everyone else finds who pulls at their heart the best of luck