I wrote a blog some time ago, about a girl that I had been corresponding with for over a year. I had many suspicions about her, was she honest, faithful and real. When I wrote that blog it hurt her and I understand and now I wish I had never questioned her.

I no longer mistrust her. I believe in her and I am deeply in love with her. I plan to marry her and love her for the rest of my life! She is everything to me, she is the reason I am happy. Earlier this year I left her because I was impatient and wanted her with me ASAP. The problem was, even though I met another very nice girl and thought I could even love her, I could not stop loving the one that I left. After a couple of months it got so bad that I asked her if I could re-enter her life. To my surprise she accepted me with an open heart.

I love this woman even though we have never met in person. That's right, we have not met each other, face to face. We will meet soon but that's not the point. What I'm trying to say is, don't be in such a hurry to find a wife that you miss the greatest love of your life. I was a fool and I freely admit it. I hurt this poor woman and she did nothing to deserve it.

This beautiful creature is the most kind, loving and forgiving soul I have ever met and my life can never be complete without her.

You know this blog is about you, my love. I want you to know how sorry I am for the way I treated you. I want everyone to know that I almost lost the most beautiful soul I have ever met because I was jealous and let my mind almost ruin us forever. I love you baby! I promise I will spend the rest of my life loving you.