I often think of the things that bring us satisfaction. Sometimes it's rather difficult to determine whether it is a real one or just a matter of excitement we get when we do something we really like...when we do something that make our hearts beat faster which is all right. But what about the souls?

This is one of those questions that can be characterized as conventional. However it makes even more important to me. How do we get our satisfaction? And don't we often mess it with cheap thrills that are only an imitation of a real happiness which fade away to the same extent fast as they appear.

There are way too many things that can bring us pleasure. And I don't have nothing against making the most of them. Otherwise our life would be grey and boring. I believe that having a wonderful sex with the person you are truly attracted by is one of the most important things in the world. As well as having laugh with your friends hanging out the way you like it to do. Those are the essential emotions we need to keep ourselves alive. However they are not enough to feel happy in the very deep and sacred meaning of this word.

It's not only sex and laugh that makes up our lives. It is also what we have inside. It is when empathize and sympathize with each other. It’s when we not only feel a heartbeat but a soul as well. Satisfaction does not equal cheap thrills to me. It’s a little bit more. I demand for something which I could retain for a long time, perhaps for a lifetime rather than something which would disappear the next morning...

And what would make you satisfied with your life?

Masha