I often hear from my mother that happiness loves silence, that when everything is good, it is necessary to keep silent about it, because the world in which there is evil, there is horror and chaos. But also, why is it that when we are happy, we want the whole world to know about it? Why do we shout about how happy we are? I've never understood how or why it happens.
The last time I was happy was a long time ago, before the war, now I also travel, I also see my friends and try to live as before, but something inside me has gone out, there is no joy and satisfaction from everything that is happening, as there used to be. Is it just me? Or many people have faced this? When work has become just a place where you are almost like at home, you live constantly to earn money for life and for your desires, where at home you no longer enjoy anything, because you come to the void and fall asleep and wake up alone. And I want happiness so much, I want to fall in love, I want to live this moment of longing to see my favorite person, to hug him, kiss him and just to see him around all the time. I want to shout about love, about happiness...but where to get it????