Every person's birthday is a choice. The choice of whether it is a holiday for him (a festive table, gifts, outfits, friends, family, celebration and fun) or whether it is an ordinary day (an ordinary morning, work, and an ordinary evening). For the last couple of years, only my daughter and parents remember my birthday, so in my case, my choice is: an ordinary day. Or how else do I say "groundhog day".
Of course, sometimes I would like to be the center of attention of my friends and loved ones, I would like to celebrate this day, I do not need gifts that cost like an airplane wing. Sometimes even 3 flowers in a bouquet will be pleasant and will be considered as a gift!
I would like to meet my 44 somewhere where it is quiet and peaceful, where my soul will find peace for a while, I wanted to take a vacation, I was thinking about the Caribbean, or Dubai, of course this is not the cheapest pleasure, but for myself, is it worth saving on yourself? After all, we live all our lives to provide and afford something: in my case, it is to ensure the prosperity of my daughter, to pay for her treatment. to pay for all her things and her other wishes, to pay for your own and hers, you constantly need to pay for something in this life for health, education, work, and when can you spend something on yourself to make yourself happy?
That's what counts as a deep gift, it's the gift that you give yourself, which is desired and will make you happy.
Alas, my 44 years will not be spent in Karabakh or Dubai.I'll meet them at work, and I'll spend the evening alone..It's not going to be my sweetest 44 years.