Why do I ask such a question? Well to answer this I first have to enlighten you on what I have endured in my close to 52 years on this earth.

Life for me has not been rosy or sweet. I have been on the ugly end of many hurtful and scarring events. Been knocked down, kicked around, and have suffered insults, lies and broken promises. Felt the pains of abuse, endured the persecution of those who would not
believe. Yes I have gone through hell many, many times in my life. Am I saying my life was or is harder then anyone else? NO! I understand there are those who have suffered far worse then I. Have gone through a worse hell then I will ever know.
I do not look for pity, do not seek sympathy or empathy. I only seek understanding of why I am who I am. My trials and tribulations may have left many scars both inside and out, but each and every one has taught me many valuable lessons in my life! I may not be a saint nor may I appeal to many on this site and this is fine. I may have little patience for lies, games and deception, but who can say they are any different?
I may have been knocked down time after time in life. May have endured the hardships of painful relationships and felt the sting of dishonesty and treason from those I completely trusted. I am not here to belittle or insult anyone for how they may have treated me. I simply speak about the life I have endured.
Now as to my answer to my question about what I personally believe in. What I wrote earlier explains why I am the way I am. What it has done for me is made me a stronger and more compassionate man. What I firmly believe in is no matter how many times life knocks me down and I feel the pain and hurt of others, I do not lose the one thing I have held onto all my life.

"FAITH"!!!!

Somewhere in this world there is a woman who will be my wife. A woman who knows how to love and be loved. A woman who understands me and all I have endured. A woman who stands beside me and supports me. A woman who has the patience and understanding to know I am not perfect.
I was led to this site by a feeling. My desire and wishes brought me here. I know somewhere on this site I will find the one woman who can become for me the embodiment of my faith. I look for love and friendship and one day she will reveal herself to me in the most incredibly beautiful way.

So, in closing I ask you once again....

What do you believe in?