No matter how hard I tried to see our relationship as friendship, in reality, I was always attracted to the attention of men. It was nice to be surrounded by their attention, but it was only a deceptive feeling. I couldn’t help but notice how some girls looked at me with envy, wanting to get the same boys. This only confirms my idea that friendship between the sexes always includes hidden emotions and desires.

Now, looking at all this, I ask myself: why do I need male friends? What should we talk about? Why share my feelings with someone who can't truly understand me? I don't want to share my secrets and be sad about my relationship with someone who is probably looking for something more. It's like fighting in the ring with an opponent who can't be my equal.

For me, the only man I want to build a close relationship with is my beloved husband. All other men can only be acquaintances, and it's hard for me to imagine how I could just call one of them and offer to go for a walk. I believe in strong and trusting relationships in which heart and soul are invested.

I am sure that if a man and a woman are friends, then sooner or later one of them will want more. Maybe this reluctance will remain unrealistic, but thoughts about it can cause real pain. How do you view friendship between the sexes? Do you have girlfriends, or are your social circle only colleagues and acquaintances? I believe that the ideal partnership is when we both love each other with all our hearts.

I am romantic and passionate, and I dream of true love that can change your life. I am ready to do everything to make you happy. Are you ready to go through this journey with me?