It's already that time of year when the streets are illuminated with bright lights, shop windows are filled with Christmas decorations🎁🔮, and the air is filled with the scents of tangerines and pine trees.❄️☃️✨ Yes, it's the season when everyone around starts preparing for the long-awaited holidays.🎄 Everyone except me.

New Year has always been special for me. ✨✨I loved the parties, the treats, the laughter, and the joyful faces of my loved ones. We would gather with friends, do silly things, exchange gifts, and make plans for the coming year. But this year will be different. This year, I will celebrate New Year alone.🙊😥😥

The thought of being without company on this magical night fills me with sadness. The atmosphere of celebration surrounds me, but in my heart, there is only emptiness. I can imagine how my friends and family are happily celebrating, sharing their plans for the future, and creating new traditions together. And me? I'm going to sit alone, gazing at the snow from the window and thinking about how much I miss their company. ❄️❄️🥶

I long for a cozy family celebration, for warm hugs and sweet kisses with a loved one, but I have been alone for over six years, and I still haven't been lucky enough to meet "the one."
I hope that on this site I can meet my soulmate. And I hope it will be like a New Year’s miracle! I decided to cheer myself up a bit: I bought some tangerines and set up a Christmas tree, even though it looks somewhat dull for now. But alas, no matter how hard I try to create a festive atmosphere, there’s still sadness in my heart. I once heard that feelings are nothing more than guests: they come and go. But right now, I want sadness to leave quickly because I want to welcome the New Year with hope and dreams.

I know this period will pass, and maybe I will turn it into something good. Perhaps it will be a time when I can finally focus on myself, on my personal growth, on what truly matters. I hope to be able to write about my feelings and thoughts when sadness fades a bit, and the space in my heart fills with joy and light.

Happy upcoming holidays, dear friends! I hope each of you finds your happiness during this magical season. ❤️