Where love is gone? and why violence was the language of love afterwards? Have you been cheated both morally and physically?
Let me ask you about the love, the loyality and trust in the marriage? Is it still actual thing or am i an oldfashioned woman and now people marry for a few yars to have fun and then divorce? I hope that Not! ..
Let me ask you about the love, the loyality and trust in the marriage? Is it still actual thing or am i an oldfashioned woman and now people marry for a few yars to have fun and then divorce? I hope that Not! Because i am here for searching for a good man who we will live long time together and enjoy all the beauty of being together. For now i am divorced and a single woman for about two years. I was married for 15 years. Before marriage we had briliant relations and the husband wore me on his hands. Then he apparently decided that I would not go anywhere and turned into a tyrant. And no, he did not beat me so everyone could see that. Ex became so rude in everything..We had Love only when he wants. Obviously, he found something which inspired him to this. Lately i found many movies that he reviewed.. the films with violence. It came to the point that I asked to let go of me in tears, bursting out, beating me with what came across my arm, but it was useless, it was higher and more than 2 times... After two times you dont count...
Sometiems I left for a week to my mother but i did not want to divorce. As i still hoped that the man who i loved before will come back to nornal.
When I came for things .. oh, that was waiting for me at home, I remember and trembling on the skin. In the morning I woke up with pain all over my body, all blazed and with bruises on my hands from the way I held. Finally one day
there was nobody at home and i quickly collected the maximum of things, called a taxi and left for the mother. I did not want to tell her, I do not want to worry at my age. I do not want to cross it with him, but we need to deal with the apartment (general) and divorced. I'm afraid of him, I'm afraid he'll catch me somewhere. So i dont go home alone. only with some girls friends or taxi. Also my good job helped me and people there.
There is no one to consult, all friends are common and will be on his side, he is very influential. I need a soulmate who we will speak about everything and build trustful relations. I do not know where to write or what to do.
Alvina