IM HERE SITTING IN MY DORM ROOM WANTING TO MAKE LOVE TO YOU AND SLEEPING WITH YOU WILL BE A LITTLE LIKE HEAVEN HERE IN THE NATION I LOVE BUT ITS GETTING MUCH DIFFULCT TO BE ON MY OWN THE NATION HAS BEEN FIGHTING A GLOBEL WAR NOW FOR OVER 13 YEARS ALOT OF MY FRIENDS SERVED OVER THERE IN HELL I CAN ONLY BE HONERD TO BE A PART OF THE LIVES IM IN MIDDLE OF. WELL FOR ME IM LOSING HOPE I NEED YOURE GENTLE LETTERS TO KEEP ME GOING SITTING HERE LISTING TO GENTLE MUSIC ( MATTCHLLE TUMES CENTER OF MY UNIVERCE ) IS FITTING OF THE MOOD IM IN FIND A BRIDE ALWAYS KEEPS MY HEART BEATING AND MY FUTURE PLANS WILL SOMEDAY BE REAL .