We were in a relationship for half a year, immediately played a wedding - emotions, passion, all affairs ..
i began to notice strangeness in his behavior. ex husband , he starts to get nervous, even though he does not have an excuse .. sometimes he mutters something to herself .. once she even heard himself crying in the shower .. I was so stunned ... As a result, we went together to the psychotherapist, the result - a breakdown amid fatigue at work. He was a policeman. And he had this condition more and more often, again and again .. sometimes he could attack me, but usually calmed down at the time. A couple of times I could not escape, he is taller than me by two heads. The doctor perscibed him a course of stroger tablets , but the result did not come, and still not in present. And I did not know what to do, or wait, when all this would pass, if it passes, or .. And suddenly, what's worse, the pregnant woman was hit and push .. I was afraid of him terribly, But I loved him very much .. I lost a kid...
Mom as I saw once my legs are bruised .. my cry was .. I do not want to consult her about the child .. but a woman, mother always feels that something happened with her daughter.. what do you think? if someone here has daughters you might worry what happens with her or this is her life and she can act as she thinks is right? what is she just lost her way???I know i was not very smart waiting so many years and always thought that maybe gradually, but the pill would start to act and we could try .. and he wanted a son ... and we tried again... it happened all again... i know i did mistakes. Some people say that it is better to do and not regret.. but in my case i regret that i have done, waited, loved the wrong person..

Alvina