We just get lost in everyday worries, in the pursuit of success, in search of happiness, not realizing that inner harmony does not depend on the outside world. I want to talk about that moment when you suddenly understand that you are ready to face a spiritual judgment, and this readiness is not fear, not doubt, but simply inner peace, because you feel that your soul is pure.

It is this moment when you feel complete clarity, when you can say to yourself: "I am pure, I am ready to face any judgment, even a spiritual one." Maybe it sounds too philosophical, but for me these are not just words. This feeling arises from experience, from what I have lived through, from all those moments when I was looking for meaning, forgiveness and understanding. And, you know, I can say that there are not many people who are ready for something like me. Or, more precisely, there are not many people who are capable of it sincerely.

Don’t think that I’m trying to say that I’m flawless. I’m not. But I’ve learned not to hide my mistakes, not to run away from them, but to look them in the face. I’ve learned to forgive. First of all, myself. I believe that every person, even if they’ve made mistakes, can find a way to purification. I believe in the possibility of inner transformation. And these are not just words, this is an experience that I’m ready to share.

When you grow up, when life makes you face what cannot be hidden, what cannot be avoided, you begin to look for inner peace. And in the search for inner peace, there is always room for God. As a Catholic, I believe that every person, even when their soul is stained with sin, can find a way to the light. A way to purification. A way that begins with the recognition that you are not perfect, but you want to become better. And for me, it's not just a word - "repentance". It's a real movement forward, a movement towards the better, towards true forgiveness, towards inner freedom.

You might be surprised, but every time I think about these things, I feel better. I understand that if I can be honest with myself and with God, then I can be honest with others. And this feeling that you, in the end, are not hiding behind masks and are not afraid to be yourself, gives you great strength. Therefore, when I say that I am ready to appear before the spiritual court, I do not mean anything pompous. This is not about proving your case or justifying yourself. This is about not being afraid to be yourself and looking into the eyes of all those difficult questions that arise inside.

And now, perhaps, you will ask: "What's wrong with you? Why is this suddenly becoming important?" You know, in life, perhaps, there is nothing more valuable than sincerity. Sincerity with yourself and with those with whom you interact. In a world where so many people try to play roles and hide behind images, being sincere is a real art. And if you are not ready to be honest with yourself and with others, then how can you build sincere relationships with others?

I hope you enjoyed reading. Sometimes it is not the words themselves that are more important than the thoughts and feelings they evoke. And maybe you, too, have ever wondered if you are ready to meet yourself, honestly and openly, and stand before your own inner court.

With respect and sincerity,
Your Lana Banana.