There are moments when you feel relief in prayer, when you seem to be talking to someone who is always there. Faith is like a wall that you can lean on when it seems that there is nowhere else to go. It helps you not to fall, when the whole world seems to be falling apart, and the heart is squeezed from the weight. But, despite this, some emptiness remains in the soul. Emptiness that neither prayer, nor holy words, nor images from biblical texts can completely fill.
I often think about this - how many people feel empty, despite their religious beliefs, despite their faith. I understand that each of us has such moments when we look for someone nearby, someone we could confide in. Sometimes it seems to me that I could be on the right path if there was someone nearby with whom I could talk, share my thoughts, someone to care about. Just someone who would support and accept. But what to do if this "someone" never shows up?
Prayers give relief, faith gives the strength to move on, but the feeling of someone being nearby is what is sometimes so lacking. Faith in God gives a sense of connection with the world, it makes you feel like a part of something bigger. But what to do if your soul still feels lonely? Of course, you can talk about self-love, about how important it is to be in harmony with yourself, but something inside is still empty. And no one but you can fill this feeling. But no matter what happens, faith gives hope that somewhere out there, perhaps, there is something more than our everyday life.
I believe that every person, despite loneliness, can find something in their soul that will brighten it up. After all, faith is not just rituals or words. It is an internal state that fills. But when you are looking for something more - someone with whom you could share joys and sorrows, someone to care for, someone to care for - you suddenly realize that there is no one around. This is probably the moment when loneliness combined with faith becomes not just a search for oneself, but a real internal struggle.
I often think that in fact, we are all in search of something. We are looking for love, understanding, that very person who will make us feel that our heart is not so empty. But sometimes the path of this search seems endless, and even faith, like hope, sometimes does not fill all the emptiness. Yes, I can pray, I can turn to God, but in moments of loneliness I want to have someone nearby who will become something more than just an interlocutor. Someone who will not only be there, but also worry about you, be your companion. But such people are not always found.
Faith gives the understanding that we are not alone. We can always turn to God, feel His presence in our lives. But when we need a living person, someone who will hold our hand, who will be there when our hearts are heavy, that is a different matter. Faith cannot completely replace the presence of a person with whom we could share our joys and sorrows. It gives us strength to experience, but it cannot always replace real closeness.
It is in moments of loneliness that you begin to appreciate those small moments of happiness when you believe that someone will be there. When your faith and hope to meet the one you will love overwhelm you. But, unfortunately, until this moment, sometimes it seems that faith itself is not able to fill the emptiness that loneliness leaves.
And do you think faith can drown out the emptiness in the heart?
Lana Banana