Once upon a time my body was different.
I worked on myself, training, changed - both outside and inside.
But today I understand:
No figure is worth it to want it without love.
I'm not looking for "attention" - I am looking for reciprocity.
And that is why I go to the temple every week.
Not to ask for an external -
And for my heart to meet the heart,
who can love me deeper than just a body.