At twenty, you fall in love easily, often lose, dramatize over trifles and seek approval. And at the same time - you do not know how to truly value yourself. And now? Now I no longer go on dates just because "you need to be in a relationship." I do not waste time on people next to whom I feel "not like that." I no longer doubt my appearance, character, desires.
Now I am at my age. And for me it is the best thing that could have happened. Because I know who I am. I know what I want. And, most importantly, what I definitely don’t want. I can enjoy simple things, be grateful for every morning, refuse the unnecessary and leave only the important.
This is freedom - no longer explaining your decisions, not being afraid to make mistakes and not trying to fit into someone else’s framework. This is mature love - not for promises, but for actions. This happiness is not in the noise, but in the depths.
So no, I don’t need twenty again. Thank you, but I choose myself - the one who is now.