Is it just a closed chapter, like a cut-off peece of life? Or maybe, someone who still lives somwhere in the corner of memory, even if everything has ended long ago?.. I really do not know, becouse—honestly—I have never had an ex. Yes, not even one. (._.)
Not because I was "waiting for a prince"—actually, more the opposite. It always felt more intresting to watch how others do it, rather than jump into the water myself not knowing how deep it is ;)
You know, sometimes I think—maybe being a bit inexperianced is not so bad. Like there's still something fresh inside me, not burned out. I do not think love has to be about expirience. Sometimes it comes exactly when you know nothing, and that's why you're not afrade. Who said a heart needs an instruction manual anyway? <3
But I do not understand men... When they say "ex", what do they feel really? Regret? Tiredness? Or maybe—tenderness that just has nowhere to go now?
Would you, for example, give a second chanse if a woman was truly begging, breaking apart in front of you, and you could see she had really changed?.. Or do you beleive that if something is gone—it means it was never yours?
I’m honestly curious. Especially about “exes.” You know well—they are not always ex. Sometimes, it's just a pause. And sometimes—a ghost.
Waiting. Truly :)
K4
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