Could you forgive a woman for being inexperienced in a relationship?

No, I don't mean "not knowing how to flirt properly", but one who hasn't yet stepped on all the rakes, hasn't spent years learning how to argue "constructively", doesn't know when to keep quiet and when to throw a pillow instead. That's exactly who I am. Fresh, unspoiled... or, as some call it, "weird". I feel closer to "unusual" ;)

And here's my honest exchange of opinions - I CAN forgive if a man doesn't know how to massage his feet. Even if I come home in 4-inch heels (and I do it even when I don't need to - because I LIKE the way I walk in them, not because it's "expected"). But I wonder if a man can forgive me for falling in love for the first time in my life - and not knowing how to do it properly?

And here's the thing. People say, "Experience is a plus." But I think the opposite. Experience often makes people cynical. It teaches you not to trust. If you've lived through it, now you double-check. Too often the past doesn't let go and prevents you from seeing the new. I'd rather be the one who can't build armor. Who is HAPPY because of stupid things. Who thinks that if someone answers right away, it's not because they're manipulating, but because, well, they MISSED you.

You know, I once got so carried away that I searched the Internet: "is it possible to learn relationships online?" There was something like "you can learn, but you can't insert a soul." Well, I have a soul. I know for sure. I just don't know how to play in a duet yet. But I'm ready to learn ;)

Now the question. If a woman falls in love for the first time after 30, isn't it more romantic than falling in love at 17? Not because "everyone around is in love", but because I WANT IT. Consciously. Greedily. Tastefully. Without a script. What do you think?

Yours is still a little awkward, but very sincere, Ekaterina

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