My such state is morning. Early.
When the world has not yet woken up.
I get up before the alarm. I hear a kettle clicking somewhere.
The air is cool. The window is slightly open. The light is soft. 💛

I brew green tea 🍵
I sit on the floor, cover myself with an oversized hoodie.
I watch the shadows move along the wall.
And just - I live.

This is not a “productive morning” from TikTok.
This is a quiet morning. Mine. Real.
Where no one wants anything from me.
Where I can be calm. Sad. Dreamy.
Any. 🌫️💭

Home is not an address.
It is a state where you are not required to be remade.
Where you can be ineffective, but alive.
Where the cat lies down next to you just like that.
Where your tea gets cold - and you are in no hurry. 🐾☕🌿

And with this calmness I get up,
Put on socks, turn on music,
And return to the day.
No longer tired - but filled. 🎶🧦🕊️