I'm not waiting for a prince on a white horse. I don't believe in princes at all. But I really like being with a man with whom I feel like a woman. You know, a real one - in my body, in my skin, in my desires, in my emotions. So that I can laugh until I cry, and be silent for an hour, and just lie next to him without feeling anxious that "something is wrong" 🧘‍♀️

Is it really high standards to want peace next to you? Confidence. Courtship without questions. Not for a reason, but OUT OF HABIT. Because he is LIKE THIS. Because he gets a thrill from bringing coffee, simply because I haven't woken up yet.

I don't care how many cars he has or where he's flown. What gets me is HOW he looks at me. How he holds his hand. How he can remain silent - and by that say more than whole paragraphs.

I don't want to "catch up", "persuade", "show how good I am". I don't have to prove anything. Not to myself, not to him. I just live. And if there's someone next to me with whom my eyes start to shine - I stay. And if they go out - I leave. Without hysterics. With a smile. Because I don't have a tragedy, but A LITTLE BETTER AHEAD ✨

I'm not 18, and I don't dream of a ring and a wedding in a banquet hall. But I dream of waking up with the feeling that I'm loved. That I'm his woman. Not in status, but in body, in space, in head.

And yes, I can do a lot myself. I can handle it. But I don't want to handle it all the time. Sometimes I want to be weak, lazy, capricious. So that it is possible. So that they will not punish me for it, but hug me 🤍

I know that I can be difficult. I know that I do not agree to "just not be alone." But this is not pride. This is self-love. Because I know what I can be when THE ONE is next to me. And I do not want to lose this version of myself - for the sake of just someone.

So no, I do not have inflated standards. I just have a taste for life. I want to feel that I am living - and not enduring, not agreeing, not adjusting 🙅‍♀️

And yes, maybe it will be a long time. Maybe all my friends have "settled down" a long time ago. But I do not want to settle down. I want to MEET, not seek out. I want to be confident, not convinced.

Tell me... Is it really that strange to just wait for a person with whom you feel QUIET and GOOD inside?.. ❤️‍🔥

Mwah)