Morning has become for me the time when I am real. Without filters. Without other people's looks. Without the pressure that still seeps in from all sides during the day. And in the morning I can be myself - as much as I want 😌
I like how my body works at that moment. It is not tired yet, it is flexible, strong and alive. I stretch, do a couple of exercises on the mat, feel every muscle, as if checking - am I still in contact with myself? Yes, in full 💪 And this is not about fitness, not about shape. It's about the confidence that starts to grow inside you when you get out of bed not because you're forced to, but BY YOUR OWN WILL. Because you care about how you feel. Because you want to be beautiful - for yourself. And this, I'll be honest, is a VERY exciting feeling 😉
I love the morning because it makes me special. Not for someone else. For myself. I don't even always look in the mirror. I just like the way I move. The way I feel the air on my skin. How my ponytail and short shorts suit me. It's like I'm falling in love with myself all over again. Every day. And each time - a little deeper ❤️🔥
Sometimes, while jogging or just walking on an empty street, I catch myself thinking that I like being alone. Not because I don't need anyone. But because I don't get lost in solitude. I feel calm in it. Clean. Easy. At such moments, I understand especially clearly what I want, what won't suit me, and why I'm even walking this road alone. Because I'm not waiting for ANYONE. But for someone who will feel this wave of mine. Someone who is on his own, but also alive 🌊
Right now, I'm not chasing anything. I'm not scrolling through my feed in search of someone else's happiness. I just cook myself some porridge, listen to music, drink water with lemon, look out the window - and smile. Because this is MY morning. My inner territory. And yes, even though I'm alone for now - I don't feel empty or unnecessary for a second. On the contrary. I LIVE myself.
And then, closer to lunch, when the city has already woken up, I get into my usual rhythm. Where there are a lot of things to do, calls, business conversations. But all this is later. And the morning is mine. Without conditions. Without "must". Just "I want" 😊
And do you know how to be alone in silence? Straight into pleasure? Without scrolling, without music, without running away from yourself? Or do you need someone to be near you to feel the taste of the day?
Write, I'm really interested 🖤
Mari