There's something that men don't always understand: a woman's disappearance from online is not coldness or a game 😉. It's preparation 💄. Real. Not just "I'm busy" or "no time." This is the case when every movement, every stroke becomes part of a bigger picture.
When I wash my hair 💦, it's not just a habit. It's a ritual. The foam goes on softly, the hair becomes smooth and shiny ✨, and a scene is already being drawn in my head. Not abstract, but quite specific. It includes you. And flowers 🌹. And my reflection in the mirror, which I check as carefully as the text I prepare for you.
While you think that I am “offline” 📵, I create the version of myself that meets a man who can appreciate details. I choose a scent that will remain in the air next to you 🌸. I think about the color of my lips, about how the light will play on my skin. This is a script that is not written in words, but felt with every gesture 🔥
I prepare the space as if the meeting has already been scheduled. Because at some point it will be so. Someone will come with flowers 💐 and they will end up in the hands of someone who will understand why it was worth disappearing from online.
I do not live by correspondence. I live in moments 💋. And if I suddenly disappear it means that somewhere out there a rehearsal is already underway. Not of a performance. Of life ❤️
Natalia💋