I can wake up in the morning and decide that I want to embrace the whole world, and five minutes later I think: “I wish I had just stayed in my pajamas and watched a TV series.” 🛋 Sometimes I imagine ideal dates, romantic walks and conversations until dawn... but more often than not, I just want pizza and a warm blanket. And that’s absolutely normal. 🍕✨
Honestly, sometimes I feel like I think too much. 🤯 I analyze every message, every random “hello”, every smile on the street, and as a result, I have a real tangle of thoughts inside me. But on the other hand, it makes my life a little funny - I'm like a detective investigating my own heart. 🕵️♀️💌
Sometimes I find myself not wanting to rush. I don’t want to jump into a relationship just because “everyone does it.” I want to feel lightness, interest, and funny moments with someone who won’t demand that I be someone else. 😎
And you know what? Being alone is not a tragedy. It’s the freedom to choose, to make mistakes, to laugh at yourself, and sometimes just eat ice cream straight from the box. 🍦 Maybe when someone comes along who truly understands my weird humor and weird habits, it will be wonderful. But for now, I’m just enjoying this chaos inside me. 🌪💖
Mari