But faith isn't actually like that. Faith is a lot of gray. Faith is doubt mixed with trust. Faith is asking hard questions and living with the answers anyway, even when they don't make total sense 🤷‍♀️

The most spiritual thing that's happened to me recently is accepting that I will probably never have all the answers. And that's okay. That's actually beautiful. Because if I knew everything, if everything was certain, where would hope live? Where would trust live? Where would actual faith live? 💭

I think real faith isn't about being 100% sure all the time. It's about moving forward even when you're 60% sure. It's about saying yes to something bigger than yourself even though you're terrified. It's about looking at all the confusion and pain in the world and still choosing to believe in goodness 🕊️

Every day I wake up and I choose my faith. I don't wake up already knowing. I choose it. And that choice, that act of choosing love and hope and God every single morning, that's where my power is. Not in certainty. In the choice to believe anyway ✨

My life doesn't look like what I thought it would look like. My faith doesn't feel like what I thought it would feel like. But it's real and it's mine and it's enough 🙏

Have you ever noticed how much lighter life gets when you stop needing certainty?