But I'm starting to wonder if I've been using my mind as armor against the very thing that makes us human—the ability to be vulnerable. 🧊

The best thing for me right now is to reconsider what I actually believe about emotions. I said they shouldn't guide my decisions, and I still believe that's true. But maybe emotions shouldn't be ignored completely either. Maybe they're information. Maybe they're trying to tell me something important about what I actually care about, what actually matters to me beneath all the logic. 💭

What I'm learning is that the most dangerous kind of coldness isn't the kind that thinks carefully before acting—it's the kind that stops thinking and just keeps applying rules mechanically, without ever questioning whether those rules still serve me. And I think I might have slipped into that. 🌙

The best thing I can do for myself is to stay logical, yes, but also to stay curious about my own feelings instead of dismissing them. To ask why I feel something, not just whether I should feel it. To recognize that the smartest version of me isn't the one who ignores her heart completely—it's the one who listens to her heart and her mind together. 💎

I'm wondering if cold clarity without any warmth is actually wisdom at all, or if it's just a different kind of blindness. 🧠✨