I used to think I had to chase happiness.
That if I didn't make it, I was too late.
But over the years, I've realized: the most important things come not when we run, but when we stop.

December has taught me this better than any words.
It's slow. Cold. Honest.
There's no fuss in it—only clarity.

I no longer rush things and I don't settle for less.
I don't need a man "for a while," "just to get by."
I need someone who makes me feel calm.
Someone with whom I can be silent and feel that everything is in its place.

On New Year's Eve evenings, I love to sit by the window and watch the city fall asleep.
At such moments, I understand especially clearly:
I'm ready for real intimacy.
No pressure. No games. No rush.

If you also value depth over speed, then perhaps December's decision to introduce us was no coincidence.

19. Warm, emotional, open
🎁 "I want to enter the New Year with feelings, not empty promises."

Every December, everyone makes promises to themselves.
To become better. Stronger. More successful.
But I want something different.

I want to enter the New Year with feelings.
Real. Lively. A little naive, but sincere.
It's not the number of plans that matters to me, but the quality of emotions.

I want to laugh next to a man who isn't afraid to be real.
I want to feel his attention not only in his words, but also in his actions.
I want there to be warmth between us—the kind that doesn't depend on the weather outside.

In December, I'm especially open. The holidays seem to let down your guard, and you stop hiding behind familiar roles.
It's just you—and what you truly want.

And I want something simple:
to be with a man who feels as deeply as I do.
And to start the new year not with promises...
but with a sense of "we."