Hollywood,
Just want to wish you the best of luck and because I know exactly what you're going through, I want to add that you should try to stay in touch with her. I know the fewer credits you buy are the most expensive; still a word of encouragement is better for her than nothing at all. Don't ever give up and never take away all her hope either. I'm almost in the same boat and I give up some essentials now because she is the most essential to my life. Our fortunes will turn around and good things will happen for us soon; I know this! Believe in God and pray to Him for your situation and for your parents too. I'll add you to my prayers as well, but don't give up the girl! Mine is a life more precious than my own, I know.
I've gone through things I own and haven't seen in years and sold some of them. I've got things I'll never use again and I'll sell them. I feel it's only for my own good to get rid of the stuff I don't ever use and pare down all the waste...because that's really all it is now. Sell what you don't need, Brother, people will buy good used clothing at a yard sale for example. I've got brand new Levi's with a 32 waist and my waist will never see 32 inches again,...unless it belongs to someone else). Sell them $5 a pair. Think of all things you can do or get rid of and turn it into money.
Also, think of the government programs that can help your parents and thereby help you by freeing up some of your capital. there's no shame in them,or they would not be there for us.
Never lose hope, and never despair! I've tried them and they are not friends. They only make things worse. Put your girl on an equal level with your parents, if you can, because she is your future. Try to take control and kick the circumstances in the butt. God made us all for Happiness and as God is Love, so will He help you with yours. Love IS Life!!! I'll go now with the continuing prayer for you and your parents. I really do wish you the very best and I'm sure you deserve it and your girl deserves you. Make it happen for both of you! Best wishes and Merry Christmas and make this New Year what you want! You are never alone!
Ray.