Nearing the end of the year. And this time I decided to take stock. It is customary to make wishes. Made happy or be fun. Decided to celebrate. After all, what was the date and milestone: New year! For some it is a family holiday. For someone. For me it's a day I definitely want to be home with my family, although it happened to me a couple of holidays when I was celebrating the New year all alone.. have you ever celebrated the New year alone? But it so happens that the plans at the last moment broken or not: a good company does not add up, someone is sick or goes, and maybe it turns out that the holiday you have to celebrate alone. Does this mean that next year all will be as it is unclear, unstable, in the wrong place with the wrong people? No, especially if we try to deal with what actually happened, to look for hidden meanings in this situation. If your new year's evening suddenly turned out that someone was not able to be with you or you were suddenly alone, is reason to wonder about who this "space" opened.I celebrated my birthday. And I had Faith and hope on love and loneliness will one day end.Now in my soul a lot of different and mixed feelings. On the one hand, I feel at home. My heart is in the right place in my body. I – it's my house. And somewhere in its depths is quiet, cozy and warm. And there is a feeling that I did the right thing. I stumbled, did not turn from his way, did not betray myself, conversely,for a year collecting itself into little pieces, soon the New year. And it's time to take stock. This year I met many bright and important for my life. I got older, so New year in their own spiritual tradition, I will celebrate at home. Not one, but with the most expensive and loved ones. What do you want! And let your soul be as comfortable, quiet and warm as I am now, despite all the storms, care, war, strife, rain or snow outside the window. Let the house and the soul will be peace.In any case, I wish you on this occasion you felt you near you are the people with whom you want to be next year and who want to share many days of your life exactly where you want to be!I have the window bloomed violet,looks like my spring is already very close. And January is approaching in April. Meanwhile, happy New year! happy new year!With love Dana