It's a question I was asked in a comment.
I've been thinking about it.
Maybe I spent some time in my country, but things always happened. In fact, despite my age, I've only had two relationships, but that was a long time ago. I don't think I ever understood it. On one hand, they always told me they couldn't forget their past man, their ex, so why the heck did they have me as a partner? Add to that the emotional betrayals I went through, and besides, hearing that feels awful when they say, "I miss my ex," or "I can't forget him." That hurts more than a kick in the groin. I've been through it. Well, then there's the classic issue: money. They see me as a stepping stone, financially speaking.
That's why I decided to change course. In my country, it's known that Russian or Ukrainian women are more home-loving, respect men, and have more value or commitment to family, and that means a lot to me. And what more can I say? In my past, if I tried, it didn't work out, or it didn't happen. I suffered a lot, so I decided to look in those places and find someone special. For now, I'll keep writing. Greetings band