To follow own heart or head...
I often think about my teens,when life seemed to be so easy,predictable,when we had much fun,fell in love fast,kissed under the moon light and got crazy about music and dancing.Why those wonderful times have gone and dissapointments and pain of broken hearts have made us dry,selfish and too much suspicious.Why we cannot trust people so openly as we did in youth?Why we are afraid to jump into new love and to get deep into romance?Why everything has become so difficult and boring.Why we are afraid of each other?Why Love has become hostage between materialistic,finansial status and ability to take care for partner.We are so much afraid to trust in clear feelings that we protect ourselves like soldiers on the front of war.We cannot open own hearts because we have many fears of past.We cannot jump into passion because we are afraid to be smilied of and abandoned.We don't let ourselves to enjoy romance because it can be considered as weakness.Our priviouse experiance is very good thing but at the same time preserves us from new steps in life.We have stoped trust own heart because our head doesn't let us this.Our Life has become strugle between our "wants" and "must nots"There is war inside us and this war distroys not only our nerves but our lives.We are lonely and unhappy because we don't have peace inside us.How to find compromiss between our heart and head?How to trust people and not get burnt with new dissapointments.How to find love and not lose hope?I don't know answer,maybe to wait miracle and God's blessing with new Love? Or maybe you can tell me your recipe of finding love?What do you usually follow-your heart or your head?