I think we all have people that left our life ...They live and breathe with us with one air and walk on the same earth. They are. But not for us. It's always difficult to lose people and to be lonely. You think about your past, you feel upset . You afraid to live without your past, you afraid to begin new life.
Especially when there really is something to lose .... but ... Losses are sometimes frightening only because we are afraid to part with the past. We can not let it go. Do you know this feeling ?
And so you want everything to be as before ... as before. But the bun is not baked again, you can bake only another bun.
You can throw away everything that reminds us of the past ... to leave, fly away ... but you can not escape from your thoughts and memories. They can be met only face to face, without hiding. And to understand - now it really is in the past.
Do not hold the past, and do not think that it does not let you go ...It is you don't let it go away. Learn to live and to deal with it. Understand that It was just experience that let you go ahead. Just smile, because it was in your life and live nowadays with open heart. I am ready to open my heart and what about you?
Tanya