We each have our own world, someone has it's normal, and the same as the real one, real. Others are fictitious, because it's easier for someone to live with illusions. I would like to tell my story about how I lived in an illusory world and how I paid for this blunder.
I certainly do not dissuade anyone from my dreams and plans. But I want to warn you that you need to see this fine line. The line between reality and illusions.

My parents always told me that I should be good and listen to the elders. And just help everyone, and do not offend anyone, and if they offend you, then do not get into a fight. Do you think these are the right instructions? After all, the role here is played by the fact that we and our parents are from different generations, that's why we perceive everything in different ways.
I always wanted to have more and better than others. And basically I got it all.

But one day it went over the edge, and I lost the reality of this world ... It became all the same to me and did not cause any impression. My laziness has reached such a high level that I did not want to do anything. Of course, I later paid for it .. After all, I lost those moments that can not be lost. I was hurt and hurt ..
And I realized that it will always be good to be good, for such is life, "or you are her or she are you"!
But I managed, and now I consider myself quite independent and more or less successful girl. I set my priorities and now I know exactly what I want from life and I know that I will come to this sooner or later.

So you want to know what happened to me? Are you interested in this little story? This announcement..because I can answer your main question, which maybe you have appeared)