I will not go into the history of my life. Only facts. And the facts are as follows: I had several lovers for my life, but there was not even a hint of any long and deep relations. And I want this wholeheartedly, but I'm always scared to trust a man.

And for me it's a problem. But my EGO (I'm smart, right?) Does not allow me to admit my weakness - that I myself can not cope with it. So it's easier for me to find mistakes in your letters, laugh at them, and stick to you the label "Not my teacher".

It was repentance.

I thought I still about what - it's completely mistaken to think that you, a man, can not teach me anything in this matter. On the contrary! Who else but a man can explain to a woman how to approach him? For me, this thought became an epiphany! It is the man who can explain to the woman the way that leads her to him !!!