I never admitted to myself even what I want now to shout at the whole universe ... And my blog is a revelation of a woman who decided to change her life forever. I stayed alone for many years, shut up in my apartment and wrapped myself in a blanket. I envied happy couples and felt sorry for myself. I was sure - my happiness was simply lost and must accept my loneliness as a given fate. I think a lot of people could read themselves in my lines. ... But recently I looked in the mirror at my sad eyes and saw a lost young woman, and said to myself - stop! Enough! Stop feeling sorry for yourself and do something for someone to want to be near you. First you need to stop hiding like a snail in the sink). After all, no one will come to our house, knock at our door and say: "This is your happiness! Take it! You've been waiting for this for so long!") I decided to get rid of my stupid fantasies, fears and complexes , which interfere with my life. No one will enter my house if the windows and doors are closed and the road to the gate has long been covered with spines). No one will want to be with a closed and unhappy man. Nobody is obliged to make us happy. We should not look for reasons in others and blame fate. Just need to look at the world with different eyes. Act - and not talk. Forgive and understand - and do not hide insult. See the rainbow after the rain, not dirty puddles. To give warmth and to be necessary for someone - and not to demand and reproach. Loving for real - and not looking for a comfortable place under the sun. And now I'm ready to scream at the whole universe - I'm here, I exist, I want to love and I'm ready to open my heart. I want to learn to enjoy every day with someone who will be next to me. I will look for my man until I find him. Maybe he is looking for me too, just the road to me was unknown. My heart will never be cold again and I will be able to warm up someone who will wake up with me in the morning. And I hope he's here). I will seek, hope and believe. Olga