I am sure that you were asked many times if you trust in love at first sight..It is really very difficult question.I also thought so much if it is possiable to meet the man,to look into his eyes and to understand that it is HE-your beloved,the main man of all my life.But can it be possiable? Is Love just sight? Is love maybe attraction. Or maybe love it is sexual attraction.I don't know,I even don't know if it is good or bad that i never felt in love at first sight.But I want this really,want to be blessed with such wonderful feeling.Want to love him and to discover smth new in him every new day.I want to see my man and to see all his good and bad sides. Want to adore all his good features and to love him so much too accept all kinds of his imperfectness. I want just to love him so much and so deep that each cell of my body,my heart,my soul,my brain will cry,screm,wisper the words of love.I dream to find smth new in my man-even the smallest,tiniest thing in him will be great surprise for me.I want to be blessed and giftted with happiness to love uncondotionally..to be able to see all the best,ignore not ideal and to accept everything what can happen in our relationship.I want to be enough wise inspite of any age I will be,to forgive and to love with new much more stronger feelings.They say that love lives only 3,5 years or smth like that- I don't want to belive in this! In this case it was not love! It was just lust, maybe romantic or sexuall affears,but only not true real love.Love has so many faces and so many sides that it is simply impossiable to loose love for such short period of time-in this case you were not honest, you did not open your heart enough.I want to love forever. I want to open smth new and interesting in my man again and again) to read him like exciting novel.And I want to fall in love with him every day, every minute every new moment of life!I want to love forever and I will never let myself think that Love can go away! I don't want to belive in this!I will fall in love with my man even in his bad sides,I will forgive his mistakes and will fall into his imperfectness. I am ready to devote myself to this love and i will do this! I need only to find you in this huge world..Help me to find you please.. Julia