Hello my friends When i first signed up here i knew that i wanted most to learn to be a friend and to do good things for ladies and hoped that some day my kindness would be returned. In the past I always seemed to attract women who were happy to take all i had to give but seldom returned true caring. My last try at building a loving family gave me 3 wonderful children but their mother stressed me to the point that my my blood pressure would not be controlled by any means and i developed congestive heart failure. Statistics say that 50%of people with chf die after 5 years. 80% are gone after 10 years. I have had this for about 12 years and i was checked by my cardiologist last month to try to get an idea of how much longer i would be on this earth. The test was impossibly good. I can not and my cardiologist can not find any records of anyones heart completely healing and becoming normal again. My only thought is that many of you..perhaps all.of you wonderful ladies are true angels who shared the love and caring that you received from God and helped me to be blessed with the chance to learn what true love is. I can never repay the love and kindness that you all have given to me. I can only thank you and continue doing my best to be a good friend.