I like to complicate things where I shouldn't... I try to see the best in people, burn myself: that's ok, it happens! This is one of the main reasons why it is difficult for me to let someone in my life or to date. I am a coward, hiding behind a bitch mask, so as not to utter rejection in the eyes of people or just that I like something else. But more often I just do not want to tell anything about myself. This story sounded too often, during interviews, acquaintances... I broke up with someone by myself and was broken up with. They did not even leave me, but let go, because they wanted the best for me and for themselves. Fair. There is only one life. I often hear this from people, and at the same time they continue to waste it on condemnation and prejudice. Although I am not better, I would prefer to take a chance and admire the moon, listen to music from the phone out loud, walk along the street, dance in the park at night, arrange candlelight dinners for my friends and loved ones, because I will not have other such people. Of course, sometimes, I want to be hugged, to feel that there is someone close by and remind me that I can cry like a girl... if I suddenly need that. To my great happiness, I have people who will allow me to eat ice cream one day, because today it is “allowed” and it might not have been the best day, but this can be corrected. But tomorrow there will be no pity, because I have a goal and I don’t feel sorry for myself, and most of all there is so little time and so many desires... I want to be in time and not miss all this!