as the seasons begins to change,and holidays soon arrive.we get up everyday with new hopes of something different in our lives.being single is not wonderful as you grow older.having raised up my children and now there gone living there lives.i feel happy I was a good father and did my best.but now what do you do with all that free time.sure you can go to bars ,look at weird people ,hear about there problems.but you still go home alone to empty house feeling sorry for your self.i love this site because here I can dream about love and marriage again.starting over is fun when you have someone besides you sharing the load.i write this blog today for no reason other then im bored ,but still hopeful.i know my lady is out there god has always been good to me.i still have plenty of love inside me to give to some one special.i guess all I can say is ladies keep writing and ill keep reading ,maybe the two both shall meet,i sure hope so.just don't give up keep looking god is good.