hello friends,at last after along year of being single,the holidays are are finally here.its the time when familes get together,put there differences aside and enjoy being part of the lives of the people you love.for us single people out there ,its the hardest time of year.its hard to go anywhere without seeing family,couples enjoying there selfs and your alone.its hard to not get depressed.i amuse myself with Christmas music,movies to keep my dream alive in finding my own new family.after raising up my 7 children my memories are good from the presents I scraped money for to keep my kids happy and give them the joy of Christmas morning.the fantastic turkeys I cooked, the stuffing,gravey.pumpkin pies.all that is just memories now.oh how I yearn for anew family to love and take care of again. ive been on this site over 6 years now,i never dreamed id still be single.but I have a prospect,just hope it matures into something beautiful.just everybody slow down this holiday ,love your special ones,give them your time.if your going to love then love big,love with your whole soul.its the only time in the year it means the most .god bless us all.andgood luck to every one/