Today my day began with an unexpected message. I found out that I am not going on a vacation in this year. So winter will not take place in warm countries for me, I will be at my favorite job. I was upset to the point of insanity, but there is no choice, too many people depend on me. I can’t let people down and just give up what I started. I never give up halfway in any matter, no matter what it will be a romantic affair or a working relationship. A person must understand what responsibility lies with him. Most likely I will go on vacation in the end of winter and go to the Carpathians to the ski resort. It would be great to learn how to ski. I want to go on a ski resort but can`t ski))))))) The woman`s brain is so unlogical) lol. Perhaps I could find the best training instructor for me on this site. We could drink tea by the fireplace under warm rugs, lying on the floor on a warm carpet. We would talk a lot on different topics, and enjoy each other until the morning. These are my most cherished desires. I so want that there was a person with whom I can just spend a good evening, drink tea with lemon, talk, cheer him up, just feel the warmth of his native body. I really miss this. I know one important thing, the work cannot hug you, warm you on a cold day and kiss your sweet lips, giving crazy pleasure. Only a loved one can do it. I’ve been on this site for a very long time and would like to believe and hope that on the other side of the computer screen sits exactly the person I need, my man, only mine. He reads my letters, feels me, sees my soul and I will definitely find himNo need to be afraid of change, you need to trust people and follow your desires. You just need to be yourself and someone will love you, just for who you are and what you bring into his life. Find me, my other half, do not let me disappoint in love. I look forward to this magic Christmas miracle!