I look at people around and see how they rejoice at the approaching holidays ... And everyone screams about some New Year's mood .. they rejoice and fuss ... But I think that I have ordinary working days .. It's so far to New Year and Christmas .. A few days later my friend asked "Inna where is your New Year’s mood? ".. Hmm and I thought about it, immediately ran to the store, bought new Christmas tree decorations, took out a garland and decorated my home, bought several bottles of champagne, tangerines and a small sparkling mouse - a symbol of 2020 .. Prepared some gifts for my family and enjoed from my choiced.. And everything seems to be good, and everything seems to be beautiful and cozy, and there is no New Year mood ! .. Here I think maybe I forgot something? Maybe, along with the snow, my New Year's mood will come (I console myself with this thought) .. Or maybe there is no New Year's mood, because I have been celebrating New Year and Christmas for a year to year without my beloved man, and will be same in this.. I’m sitting and waiting either for snow or for my beloved man) lol And how long should I wait? (a rhetorical question) Hmm, so what I am about, is it just me that is so wrong woman) or is your New Year mood a bit lost somewhere too? Let's looking for together?